A boring school days with do nothing at class :(

Today the 1st day of July ..

It's also friday :)

Im damn boring at school with do nothing , keep walk to ART ROOM ,here & there :(

Because my art project is FINISH...

Today morning also feel that im cold & not feeling well but i take a nap at class ...

When perdagangan have exercise to do , after do than take a nap only feel better :)

When recess go find my DARLING at physic lab , he's busying his ADD MATH folio when i go find him ..

Today my breakfast when recess is MY DARLING PEANUT BREAD :)

Pass few minute , YEW KHANG go in LAB and tell my darling that KOK SOON give people whack ..

My DARLING on that time very 'GAN JIONG' & run to find KOK SOON at downstairs ...

Than i walk back to my class ALONE to REST ..

On that time actually i want to tell him that im not feeling well , but ..

He's busying his things ... Than i didint disturb him...

Drink a lot of water & feel a bit better :)

Talk to Miss Yang after recess at class .. & feel sleepy :(

Hope can out with my darling tomorrow :))

DON'T SICK AH ~

  

COUNTDOWN 15 DAYS MY BIRTHDAY !! ♥

JUST FOR YOU LEOW KARL JOON !! ♥
MY LOVELY ♥ 

LEFT 15DAYS MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING :)

Getting old than my hubby liao leh ..

HAHA  ♥
I cant wait for that day :)

I wish that i have unforgettable suprise from my hubby on that day & have a wonderful day with HIM :)

I want go celebrate with all my jimuii & my dear ~

I wish that i can go sing k , shopping & fun play with THEM & MY HUBBY !!   ♥
On that day all my time is just for HIM !!  ♥
BEST FRIENDS & FAMILY :)

I LOVE HIM !!  ♥

我的老公吖~

其实今天要和我的宝贝出界的，可是他告诉我她要做他的 PROJECT 不能出了。
我就说好咯。等改次先~

这几天我老公有位兄弟失恋了，然后就要我老公今天出去。
我老公就陪他出了。
我知道后，我就问我老公；你不是说要做你的 PROJECT 的咩？
他就一直笑 :)
其实我并没有不开心或生气。
我知道朋友失恋时也是需要兄弟的陪伴~
我们还可以改天出去吖，可是哦～别忘记我的 SUSHI~
HEHEHE :)

昨天讲电话时，老公在玩 DOTA 时～
一直骂粗话，不能吖～
我打你的屁股哒～ 呵呵 ～

我真的很开心～我爱你 :)

16 年 ，我做你们的女儿。

今天我终于发现了，原来对我没信任。
16年了我做你们的女儿，我要的是什么你们到底知道吗？
我要的是你们疼我，多了解我。
虽然从小我很少连着你们，可是你们还是我爸爸妈妈。
有时我的心在想什么你们更本不知道。
有时我不开心是因为什么，你们知道吗?不知道～
不是爱情出了问题，也不是吵架或什么。
是因为我吃醋，我得到的东西虽然不够多。
有时，看见姐姐和弟弟要的东西只是开口而已就可以尽量得到。
那我呢？虽然很少跟讲话，是因为我不敢！什么都不敢说！
我每次出界是因为什么你们懂吗？不是因为爱玩或什么～
我心里里面没说过家人不重要吖。
妈咪，你知道吗？当你每次问起我家人是不是不重要?
那个时候你知道我很不快乐吗？
重要，我希望你信任我。
我心里想着什么更本不了解我 !!!
我也是一个人，也是你们的女儿。

笨蛋 , 我爱你 ~

I LOVE YOU :)

Today i hug my baby & kiss my babe ...
The feeling really damn sweet & happy ...
Aishhh .... Just now i have tell him ler ... Ah bii~~ 5 JULY my 'hua ren' birthday leh ...
But he tell me he wan competition basketball at school .. TT...
My babe still say he care de real date only.. HAHA :)
I WANT A WONDERFUL & SWEET SUPRISE FROM HIM !!! :))
I want ~~~
Can or not ah ??
Hmmmm??

Today im happy :))

Boring saturday :)

Saturday are killing my mood , damn bored lar ><
Tomorrow father's day ler , luckily have celebrate with my daddy le ^^
Today i tell HIM , you must slowly let me learn alone but he keep ask me why ?
HE still say ' Dont find me if you didnt find a new wan ' ,  i was shocked ..
I tell him i say de things i sure will do geh , i will not fall in love to others guys till the end of my life :)
PLEASE TRUST MY EVERY WORD ! :)

HE have promise me  before , he wanna accompany me for my birthday , buy the things that i like & let me cant forget the happy.. HEY YOU , say edi must do oh ... TAK BOLEH break promise ... HAHA! xD
Today my phone credit lost many , wan me ask him a lot of question..
Aishhhhhhh.... say really lah ~ You want me to try to ask him i also will shy de loh ... ><
But i should ask him too  ~ Alamak...
I wish that really cant let me forget loh .... I cant miss the chance ...
Dont make me every saturday boring like hell leh , hou sienzzz ah !!!
and...

GASTRIC STOP FIND ME AS WELL ... THANKS YOU !!! xD

我会放手是因为我爱你 ！♥

爱一个人不一定要拥有他或跟他在一起 ，而是要他感到幸福和快乐。
并不是要他感到他害怕或对他有恐惧感。
所以我决定了放你，勉强是没幸福的 ♥
你是个好男人，你可以找到一个比我更好的女人。懂得照顾你，体谅你，不会发大小姐脾气。
所以，我祝福你 :)

我答应了他某些事，我说过～不会报出来就是不会。
信不信看你自己，我一定会尊重你的。
我把你当成是很好很好的朋友，直到永远 ♥

是你

第一眼我就认出来

这是命运最美的安排

是我

让你过长的等待

我们只要现在深爱

幸福就来

恨我来不及参于你的过去

抱歉让你等待

我愿意付出一切交换

我灵魂的另一半

这个世界唯一的你

是我拥有的奇迹

对我说的一字一句

都是我们的秘密

紧紧拥抱唯一的你

无可救药的坚定

就是世界与我为敌

我也愿意

我什么都愿意

过去所有的悲哀

都只是寻觅我唯一

勇敢真爱

照亮了漆黑的夜晚

寻找了一次一辈子

再不分开

恨我来不及参于你的过去

抱歉让你等待

我愿意付出一切交换

我灵魂的另一半

是一个奇迹

对我说的一字一句

都是我们的秘密

紧紧拥抱唯一的你

无可救药的坚定

就是世界与我为敌

我也愿意

我什么都愿意

我愿意付出一切交换

我灵魂的另一半

就算让我伤尽天理

我什么都愿意为你

紧紧拥抱唯一的你

无可救药的坚定

就是世界与我为敌

我也愿意

我什么都愿意 ♥

I really damn miss LAST TIME DE LEOW KARL JOON :((

Everythings is not same like other people means two of us !
I TRY AND TRY , he still cant accept everythings .
He told me before , angry word is cannot trust wan ...
But he told me he are not computer , not say delete than delete . I give time to forget my angry word .
I dont continue use medicine to force myself sleep , really bad for my body!
But i need to do that , if not i really cant sleep ! :(
Every night sleep he are keep appear in my dream , haiz... but the dream is sad dream -.-
Everythings GONE!!!
I dont know what should i do ?
Start from i love him , i really didnt try want to fall in love to others boy anymore ...
He not trust me , but i know myself loving him than enough le..

Everything my wrong , but im try to tam him & my real heart to say sorry to him ..
But he still never say yes at all the time the message i say sorry and tam him..
He dont know when im cry & unhappy i need him beside me .. He never feel that im sad & miss him..

Now gastric le lar , really damn sam fu! :(
Everytime saw food i will not eat also , because dont know what happen?
TODAY REALLY PAIN...
But i need to act nothing in front my mummy & them to dont want let them know again i gastric again..
This few week i really make my mummy very sad ..
Really not i wan to treat you like that ..
Is because of i want everythings become fine , so i dont know what should i do anymore..
Time is fully have but I LOVE YOU only THE ONE LEOW KARL JOON ...

Yesterday have fun with friend :)

Yesterday out with friend , really damn fun & happy xD
My friend when going to sunway give a malay boy touch her BACKSIDE ! -.-
What the malay boy la? NOOB!
But when i meet with them already min see are keep saying & saying ><
Because she says the problem happen keep appear on her mind.. Lols :))
Go sing k with them ,walk &walk , interview work and have dinner at KIM GARY :)
When still got many free times seat wan turn to find job  , hehehe :)
Keep call her go back PADINI work , but she dont want... TT

But when reach home after take bath he sms me & we are quarrel!
Although every word are hurting me & i have say that im really wrong ba..
At last , i didnt cry cause im trying to cheer up myself for yesterday night :))

Wist that can meet them again ^^
Very happy with them.. Teeheeee xD
IM WAITING HIS FORGIVE :(

以前的你懂得疼惜我，可是现在的你把我丢下了 。

现在的刘家俊跟以前的刘家俊已经变了两个人 ><
以前的你到底去了那？
我很怀念以前的快乐，以前你为了一些事，而答应了我不跟我分开会很疼我。
我很记得每一件事，我都你的爱和答应你的一切。（如果以前的你到回来了，我现在一定很快乐）
以前在一起的时候你还会问候我 ： 吃了吗？在做麽？还有很多问题 ><
可是我知道已经没机会相会以前这样了 :(
我记得你对我说过 ：考完SPM后，我就是你的！♥ 我信你这句话。我也在等！
以前的你知道我不快乐，还会弄早餐哄我快乐。你也会比我迟睡觉啊。
等等等等刘家俊你快回来，你知道吗岑鲁桩在等着你很久了。

可是现在你刘家俊已经变了，爱对我大上说话，用粗口骂我 & 丢下我不理 :(
现在再怎么哭他也不会理我。
我为他做的一切他都不会觉得值得只有我觉得为他做的一切都很值得！
人家骂我为你做这些很笨！
可是我不觉得笨，我觉得我为你很值得！
我听你的话读书不工作，我做到你要的东西也尽量满足你。
到了今天这个地步，我不知道我对你来说还重不重要？
你还爱不爱我？就算我天天想着你，你有想我吗？
你真的让我爱你爱的很深，也让我认为为你做什么都值得。
我真的很需要你 & 我真的很爱你 ♥
你也把我宠坏了 ♥
我在这里告诉你 ：对不起亲爱的，我爱你 ♥

我现在的愿望，我希望以前的刘家俊请你回来疼我爱我哄我。记得我在等你回来。
岑鲁桩等着你 ♥

我不想变成这样！

我说了很多次对不起，原谅我好吗？
我真的很想跟你去玩，可是爸爸不给我能怎样？
我不想这件事弄到你不开心 ～
我知道这样会弄到你很累 ～ 可是我真的不想的～

别继续这样了好吗？对不起～
原谅我的错！
我已经经历把你哄开心。
为什么你不回我信息？不接我电话？

我等你打给我，等你会我信息！
别这样了好不好？？

I damn miss you em & feel sick-ing :(

Haih , one week le... Never chat with my dear & call him x(
I VERY MISS HIM , I WAN HUG HIM & SAY I LOVE YOU :)
Are you back from singapore? Hmph ..
7 days i damn miss you cant sleep well because i didnt get you're msg ...
When im do nothing i will cry & cry :'(

I have get a bad news , how i want to accept it?
No choice ... Have to accept too & face it the problem...
GAHYAO NUR KIM LOO CHUANG :)

Feel sick-ing ner , please ..
Come beside me & i very need you :(
Not enough rest than get sick? I dun wanna like tat :'(
I HATE SICK T.T ~ x(

放假的假期没你的陪伴，我很孤独 :(

放假就快一个星期了，你没陪我 :(
我觉得很孤独 & 很不快乐 。
我很想你 ， 你懂吗？

就算哭了整天，等你打来 & 等你信息～ 但却等没有？
我该怎么办？
你玩的开心吗？
想我吗？

最近整晚都睡不着，都躲在房间偷偷的哭 。
我很想跟你讲心事 。 可是你没找我 ！

我都认为，因为我爸爸不应许我跟你去玩所以你生气。对吗？
应该是。
可以告诉我吗？
一个礼拜了，没听见你的笑声。我快疯了～
想你想到头都爆了 ^^

00:33 am~ I waiting your msg to telling me that u're going singapore ♥

00.33 am ♥
Im still haven sleep , im waiting ur message.. But i didn't get it :(
Do you feel that im very miss you ? I MISS YOU DAMN DAMN MUCH !

3 days , im promise you that i will that i will stay at hse ... When u're at singapore :)
I sure will..

Can you message me & call me ?
I miss your sound ,waiting you tam me happy , very miss you & hear you laugh to me :'(
I waiting , but today is 6 days you never call me & msg me :'(

In de midnight im damn miss you ,  do you miss me ?
Please tell me "Yes , im misss you" ♥

I wish that you're have fun at singapore ..
Take care & I LOVE YOU LEOW KARL JOON ♥

Remember , im still waiting your calll & message :')
 

我在等待你的原谅 ♥

亲爱的，我在等待你的原谅 ♥
5天了，你没理我～我很想你…

Although quarrel-ing with u , but im still learn to smile :))

Heeee :)

Hello friends im back to update my blog ...
Im quarrel with him for the 4days , means sunday until now ..

Today i was hurt my mother heart :(
Because im doing such stupid things to hurt myself than my mother saw my hand de hurt she was very very hurt! :(
SORRY MUMMY IM HURT YOU ...
Im crying for the whole day to find the reasons why you're angry-ing me?
But im still dont know why...
Why don't you tell me the reasons? Hmph ...

But im still waiting for you...
Im damn miss you my dear ,im waiting your forgive & I LOVE YOU :)

At last , im still relax-ing myself to take a nap it's feel so good :)
When im wake up , im learning smile ang cheer myself :)
Thanks to all my friend that caring me :)

I LOVE YOU AND MY FRIEND :)